Four months before her wedding, Yvette Thurman realizes this might be her last chance to have a sexual fling with a white man. But she never thought placing a personal ad would lead her to discover she was a lesbian.<br><br>Yvette’s small town life in eastern North Carolina never prepared her for the personal journey she undertakes as she struggles to find her heart’s path.<br><br>Through personal ads and late night visits to an adult bookstore, Yvette learns more about her own personal desires than she ever did when she was engaged to be married. If she embraces her true self, can she find acceptance and love from her family and friends? Or will she be forced to hide who she really is from those she cares about the most?

SBF Seeking ...

As I drove to Neil’s house, I blasted the radio to silence the doubts in my head. I am a black woman engaged to a black man, but I am heading to a white man’s house I have laid eyes on only one time, to watch a movie. The option of having sex could also arise as part of tonight's get-together.


My pondering soon took a backseat to DJ Ambitious kicking off his usual Saturday set, Origins. The show involved him playing a song, say ‘Flashlight’ by Parliament Funkadelic, then play every song which sampled it. One time, I swear his entire four-hour program featured “Sex Machine” by James Brown.


Chapter 10