Chapter 9

After I get off the phone, I debate calling home. Not the condo again…in my mind, homewill always refer to my parents’ house, with its brick siding and the large hydrangeas blooming along the front porch like blue-purple snowballs, the kitchen and its ‘Lazy Susan’ corner cabinets, the master bedroom downstairs and upstairs, the bed- and bathroom suite I shared with Joey. I picture my brother in the living room, stretched out on the couch, cordless phone on the coffee table within easy reach. I want to hear his sleepy voice in my ear again, gruff and familiar and close. I want to wake him up, if only to tell him I’m about an hour or so away, and when he falls back to sleep I want to be the last thing on his mind.

But a quick rummage through my pockets doesn’t turn up his number, and I don’t know it by heart. No matter, I’ll be there soon enough.

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