Twenty year old Corey Evans is one-half of 2ICE, the biggest duo on the radio at the moment. Pronounced twice, they're number one on the Billboard charts this week with their latest single. And number one in download sales, with two albums that have already gone platinum, to hear their manager tell it. And currently on their second U.S. tour, which has sold out stadiums across the nation. Despite this, there's an emptiness inside him which Corey can't seem to fill, no matter how many groupies he takes to his bed. He sees this same emptiness mirrored in the eyes of his band-mate, Ian Coltraine, who drowns his evenings after each show with a bottle of whiskey. Ian's the one Corey turns to when he wakes beside an unknown fan, still asleep in his bed and needs help evicting her. He's Corey best friend, the only person on the tour he can confide in, who he really trusts ... The one, Corey finally realizes, with whom he is madly, deeply, terribly in love. And he suspects Ian might feel the same. But his recent string of one-night stands makes Ian cautious about Corey's true feelings. He's wanted Corey for so long, and has watched him go through countless fans in search of ... what? Ian doesn't know. And he doesn't yet believe Corey when he says Ian might be it. Ian hopes so, but can't bring himself to believe Corey's fickle desire won't be gone in the morning. Can these two young men somehow move beyond Corey's past and Ian's pain to embrace a love they both so desperately desire?

Beautiful Disaster

Maybe somehow Ian knew that, and it pissed him off. To know that his friend, his bestfriend, thought of him in that way.


The words raced across Corey’s mind and were gone, but the feelings they left in their wake splashed like vivid color across the grayness of Corey’s thoughts. In the darkness, anything seemed possible. Maybe, just maybe, Ian got so angry with him because it hurt him to see Corey with someone else.


Yeah, right.Why would Ian like him? When he knew all the secrets Corey kept from the world? When he knew the person Corey was when the cameras were off and the lights dimmed? When he knew the realCorey…


The thought of someone liking that part of him, the part he kept hidden from the photographers and the fans, thatthought was intoxicating. And if Ian liked him even just a little, he wanted to know. He neededto know.


Chapter 16