Chapter 5

“What are you saying?”My voice was hoarse,and I wrenched my head away from him.“You have never met me before.I decide when I’m ready for whatever I want to do.”

He shrugged.He looked a little angry now,as if he hadn’t expected my resistance to him.“And you will decide you want to join me,very soon.It’s what you want,what you crave.I make no secret of the fact that I want to be your first,and you will giveme that honour.I demand it!”

“You demand it?”Then I felt the anger rise up in me,too.“You will demand nothingof me,for you talk a wild,uncouth nonsense,and you touch me without my permission,and you assume a familiarity with me that I allow to no one!”I knew I was shouting—I wondered why Valentine didn’t hear me and rush back in.“My first?What does that mean?How patronizing and offensive will you be,Arnaud,before I callmy people to have you thrown out of my home?”