Chapter 62

This has never been...this isn’t the same kind of thing as Curtis’s situation.

He was just drifting. Whereas I know I’d get into real trouble if I went out

asking for a slapping, with no idea of what I can take, what I really want.”He

made a sniff of frustration. “But you…this. Fuck. It seems like…we can sort

something out between us, right? We’re on the same page. Something special,

just for us.”

Bryan

agreed so wholeheartedly that his emotion shocked him. He couldn’t speak it

aloud.

“Sir.

Are youscared?”

The

response came too easily. “Hell, yes.”

“Why?

I mean, I hoped I…this thing…” He waved between himself and Bryan in

frustration. “Well, that this had brought you…”

“Out?”

Now Bryan’s anger started to bubble inside. He’d never hidden the fact he was

gay, ever since school days. He’d always hoped that justified his normal

caution as a choice, not a fear.

“No!”

Phiz’s voice was angry now. “If anything, it’s in! Into yourself. What you