He was even
wondering if he should sign up for the local gym.
But it’s not
going to last, is it?
Oh God.
Despite his best
intentions, the doubts crept back in: the ones that he knew stopped him from
announcing their relationship, however it could be described—the doubts that
brought a bittersweet ache to his happiness.
Who the hell
am I kidding? Lee
would eventually want someone younger, cuter, and with more stamina—though
dammit, Patrick may have winced when walking for most of the day, but he’d really
enjoyed the switch in bed on Sunday morning—and it was just a lucky, selfish
interlude that they had now.
All day, he
watched Lee grin at the well-wishers who passed the window with a wave. On
duty, Lee was as cheery as always, checking the painters in and out of the
shop, referring people to Patrick if they needed business decisions, taking on
other matters by himself.
Patrick’s heart
gave a kick of anguish. He and Lee had worked together for such a long time,