That’s the sordid part, although the poverty part got worse, for me and the kids, anyhow. I’d have stayed married until my then youngest reached eighteen, but she was only thirteen when he moved on.
None of this affected the deeply hidden inner me, who was probably traumatized and wanted nothing more than to remain hidden. Was it caused by my being transgendered and hidden? I don’t know; I think it was just a misfit of needs; it had worked for a time, as some things do, and then it didn’t.