Life at the Jarvela farm hobbles on when the new year rolls in. Losing his wife and co-alpha in the storm of the decade emotionally paralyzed Sean, though he tries to cope and attempts to pick up the pieces with their children. Rider, another alpha, could give him the love and comfort he needs, but Sean is too depressed to recognize the possibility of having a male partner, and he goes into mental tailspin.<br><br>To safeguard his own heart, Rider makes the hard decision to leave for a while, and Sean turns his energy and sadness into working on the neighboring Metsala farm with the other members of their farm family. But Sean isn’t really getting better, and that won’t change until he can let his wolf out again. If he doesn’t, he might lose his sanity too.

Howl Sweet Howl

“So… what? Months?” Sean’s tone was turning colder slowly but surely.


“They just lost their mom, Rider. Now you’re going to go and….” Sean whipped his head to look at Rider, who couldn’t help but meet the piercing gaze.


“I’m not leaving them.” Or you, you stupid man. I love you. “But I left the States for research and I can kill two birds with one stone like this.”


Sean took a fortifying breath and held it in for a moment. Rider could see the wheels turning in his normally even-tempered Irishman’s head. He’d talked about Sean with Mikael and Noah, and they’d both told him Sean wasn’t acting like his usual self, but nobody did when they were grieving such loss.


Chapter 18