Chapter 15

Sunday August 17 1862

I wake up to smelling salts being held up to my nose.My mother is holding the salts in one hand and fanning me with the other.

“Oh,Elizabeth,we didn’t mean for you to find out this way.”

I sit up and put a hand to my head.“Is there no end to the secrets I’ve uncovered?Please,tell me there’s nothing else being hidden from me.”

My mama’s breath smells a little like gin,but not as badly as it could be.Then again,it’s only three o’clock.

I try to make sense of what’s going on around me.Mr.Williams is sitting across the room,as if he’s afraid of getting too close to me.Mama stops fussing over me and sits on a nearby chair

“I haven’t a friend left on earth,”I declare.“The whole world has turned against me.I hate it here,Mama.I hate everything about it.”

“Did you read the book we gave you?”Mr.Williams asks.