Chapter 2

What happened next is that I put my glass down and rose. I knew they were all staring at me and I took a step towards my mother, but no more. Her hands were still wrapped in her apron and I did not have the time to read what she was thinking.

“Mother, it is true. It’s been true. Not about the kids. I don’t know about that. But, yes, I am a lesbian and I’ve always been a lesbian.”

“But what about Jerry? You went to your prom with him.”

“I went to the prom with him because we both needed a date. So that’s all it was. Friends. I have never gone out on a date with a man.”

“Then how do you know?”

“I just know.”

“But if—”

“Mother.” And I looked at each of the others, one looking more stunned than the next, except for my father. He only looked disgusted. “It is who I am. It was who I was when I lived here. When I went to Northwestern. It’s me today and it’ll be me tomorrow.”

“You can just leave now. I’m ashamed that you have my name.” I turned to the source of this declaration.