Chapter 4

My parents too. The image that came to mind for them was even earlier, when we sat around the house opening Christmas presents. I must have been twelve or thirteen. The quiet one. Images burned into my brain, and it was those images that flowed through my pencil as the train rocked.

The sketches were far better than they would have been had I done them at the time. I had raw talent, but it had not been honed into the precision and the depth that these new drawings presented. Were they idealized versions of my family? As I looked at each, I did not think so. My siblings today were just updated, more cynical versions of what I drew. My parents were still much the same, or at least were when I last saw them. Maybe a bit harsher.

It had gotten late when Mel jerked me out of my world.

“What are you thinking?”

“I’m kind of sad and kind of happy.”

“Happy?”