Chapter 8

It was nice to be in our bed, so unexpectedly, and we explored each other as we never had before until the next layer of exhaustion hit us both though not until I had been more assertive with her than ever before.

When I was done, I stepped over her and stood by the bed in tears.

“I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me. Please forgive me for forcing you—”

Mel reached up and scooted to the side so I could again lie next to her, placing my head on her chest.

“You never force me to do anything. You know I’m always here for you. For whatever you need. You know that, right?”

“I do.”

“Now what do you need me to do?”

“Just be you and tell me I’m not a terrible person.”

She kissed my head. “Do you think I would love you if you were a terrible person?”

I lifted my head so I could look at her. “So, you still love me?”

“Today and always.”

“So, you’ll—”

“Sssh. We have a deal on that, remember.”

“But you will say ‘yes’ when I ask.”