“I’m fucking pathetic.”
I smacked the back of his head, and he gave me a stunned look. “You’re a fucking idiot is what you are, Mann.” I kept my voice down, even though the odds of disturbing his mother were slim. “Do you know how much I envy you having a mother like Portia? Smart, classy, a real lady…. And she fucking loves you.”
“Of course she loves me. I never doubted that. But look at me. I didn’t fall apart because she’s in that goddamned hospital bed. I fell apart because of a stupid, fucking coat.”
“Her coat was a catalyst, that’s all.” I gave him a shove. “Knowing what it’s meant to her all these years, seeing how it had to be cut off her, it made you realize how close you’d come to losing her. Look, Quinn, I’m not a headshrinker. All I know is you’d have to be the coldest son of a bitch in the world not to have some kind of reaction to the last few days.”