Chapter 39

“Do you know, child,” Ursula said, gazing at the edge of the horizon, “what I miss most about being human?”

This was odd, for her, this pensive mood. When she spoke to him, she usually was giving orders, or ignoring him. For her, he was a cow led to slaughter, and one did not usually converse with one’s sacrifice.

“I miss wine,” Duncan said. “Not necessarily the taste, but the feel of a glass in my hand, the contemplativeness of drinking. The smell of the vintage, the sense of ritual. I miss wine.”

“I miss the sun,” she said. In the sky, the false gray of dawn was slowly creeping up, only a few moments remained before they must be hidden away in the caskets, or else die in a single blaze of agony. “I miss how waking up from a nightmare and seeing the sun stream in through the window would make it all better. My whole existence is a nightmare, now.”