Toby Cartwright hopes his work as a blogger about gay masculine bears will help him find the bear of his dreams. When English teacher Blue Danning asks to borrow a few of Toby’s articles to teach writing methods to his students, initially Toby refuses, until his best friend and gym owner David King persuades him otherwise. Toby and Blue hit it off and start dating. Then Toby meets musician Grant Stevens. Not only does Grant find Toby attractive, but he also buys the blogger a drink. Following one of Grant’s shows, Toby decides to take the singer home. What happens between the singer and blogger is a surprise, leaving Toby to question every man out there. Unable to give up on his bear hunt, Toby is asked to house-sit for Denver Ralston, a sexy muscular bear who works as a nutritionist at David’s gym. But Toby accidentally exposes Denver’s secret, changing their relationship forever. Each day courier Carey Cunningham delivers a mysterious envelope to Toby which contains suggestive pictures of Toby. Who's sending them, and why? When Toby finds out, he’s shocked at the results. Finally, leading porn star and Toby’s former childhood friend Jim Bone comes to town and invites Toby out to catch up on old times. When they meet, they reflect on their past and how their lives have changed. One of these adorable men has to be the right one for Toby. But who is it?

Bear Hunting

“I’m not that type of queer and you know it, King. My cock and ass are only for the special, not the needy.”


King laughs. “Are you calling me a fucking slut?”


“Not a fucking slut, just a slut, and a straight one at that.”


King provides another laugh and picks up his pace. “I wear the truth well. Don’t I, asshole?”


“Sure do,” Toby says, and also picks up speed, keeping his pace with the gym owner, glad to have the man as his best friend. 34: Bear Blog, August 15


I want all of you readers to tell me who your secret admirers are, if you’ve ever had one, and if you are one. Text me. Email me. Write to me. However you can reach me, I want to know.


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