Toby Cartwright hopes his work as a blogger about gay masculine bears will help him find the bear of his dreams. When English teacher Blue Danning asks to borrow a few of Toby’s articles to teach writing methods to his students, initially Toby refuses, until his best friend and gym owner David King persuades him otherwise. Toby and Blue hit it off and start dating. Then Toby meets musician Grant Stevens. Not only does Grant find Toby attractive, but he also buys the blogger a drink. Following one of Grant’s shows, Toby decides to take the singer home. What happens between the singer and blogger is a surprise, leaving Toby to question every man out there. Unable to give up on his bear hunt, Toby is asked to house-sit for Denver Ralston, a sexy muscular bear who works as a nutritionist at David’s gym. But Toby accidentally exposes Denver’s secret, changing their relationship forever. Each day courier Carey Cunningham delivers a mysterious envelope to Toby which contains suggestive pictures of Toby. Who's sending them, and why? When Toby finds out, he’s shocked at the results. Finally, leading porn star and Toby’s former childhood friend Jim Bone comes to town and invites Toby out to catch up on old times. When they meet, they reflect on their past and how their lives have changed. One of these adorable men has to be the right one for Toby. But who is it?

Bear Hunting

Grant Stevens is not present this evening at the party. He’s somewhere in New York City celebrating Christmas with his rocker friends. Truth is, Toby hasn’t heard from him since their brief encounter a few months ago. Grant’s been traveling around the country doing concerts, performing songs from his new album, and making a shitload of fans and money in the process.


Toby has two whiskey and waters at the bar. Some brown bear with model good looks and beautiful gray eyes hits on him. When the musclehead attempts to kiss him, Toby pushes the man away. He says to the guy, “You’re gorgeous, but I’m waiting for someone.”


Toby laughs. “Not quite, although I like the guy’s dick a lot who’s meeting me here.”


Brown Bear runs two fingertips over Toby’s lips and says, “If your dick doesn’t show up tonight, I’ll take you home and cuddle with you in my den.”


“Thanks for the offer. I’ll keep that in mind.”


Chapter 37