“Bertie. Yes, of course. He had a name.” She went on then, in an almost trancelike state, as if she were reliving that night, telling him in an almost matter of fact manner how she had asked Bertie to follow her along the stone pathway to the back of the orphanage so as not to wake the others or disturb Father in his nightly prayers. “I picked up something on the way. A gardening tool. I can’t say what it was, but it felt hard and heavy in my hand. I led him up to the back door.” She paused and looked out the window. “This doesn’t seem the right way.”
“Go on. Finish up. Tell me.”
“I…I hit him about the head.”
“You crushed his skull with a single blow and…the life went out of him.”
“Yes, that’s right. I bent down and gave him a good look. I could tell he wasn’t breathing. It’s something you know when you’ve seen it before. Death, I mean. I picked him up and carried him to the orphans’ garden. He wasn’t heavy. Light, like a bag of feathers he was.