“We’ve got a good thing going,” I said. “Why not keep on?”
He had no answer and for a second I was sorry I’d pressed. He looked lost now, more boy than man, and I wanted to tell him we’re not all shitheels, but I just lay, pulling my dick. He said not a word before he went out the door.
“Well, goddammit all to hell,” I ranted when he’d gone. I got up, pissed, washed, and when I caught myself in the mirror I scolded. “You goddamn fool,” I said to me. “Leave off him. Leave the hell off.”
When I emerged from the hotel I considered Ben Wylie gone. He’d declared himself ready to leave and I pictured him rushing headlong down to the livery, mounting up, and riding north like he’d said. I went to the Oriental Saloon, figuring to get drunk. I was well along in this endeavor when shots were heard. Gunfire is common in Tombstone, yet I sprang to attention. Ben, I thought as I rushed outside.