Chapter 58

But Sebastien cared. He searched the world and its history for meaning.

“Nero was a Roman emperor,” I explained, lying back against Seb’s broad chest. I adored the patch of soft hair between his pecs and all those little scars he’d earned on the soccer field. “Nero was the last in the Julio-Claudian dynasty and history tells us Nero was a madman with a violent temper and an insatiable sexual appetite who lived in complete and abject debauchery.”

Sebastien chuckled and his chest shook against my cheek. “I see.”

“There’s this book called The Satyricon—”

“Wait a minute. You couldn’t smell like his underwear drawer. They didn’t wear underwear back then.”

I looked up and caught the pleasure on Seb’s face. “You’ve been paying attention, haven’t you?” I rested my head on his heart again, listening to its strong and steady beat.