Chapter 10

“It was as if all the hurt in the world, all the pain was trapped in that moment, and I was powerless against it. Smithy was my friend—more than that. He was my lover, and to lose him like that, the one person who had ever accepted me no matter what I said or did or how grumpy I was…It was the last straw.”

Dear God.

Murphy gulped down the rest of his coffee. “I finished my tour and didn’t re-up. I’ve spent my life since then going from state to state, trying to outrun the ache inside me, the despair. It haunts me, you know? I…” He shook his head and got up from the table. “I need some air.”

I watched him leave through the front door and knew he was heading for the beach.

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