Chapter 32

Still, in my calmer moments, I couldn’t help but recall the heated glances and the hot kisses we’d shared, or the medley of light and tender caresses, the spirited and frantic strokes, we had applied to each other’s stiff cocks. I often closed my eyes during those moments, allowing the scent of him, the taste of him, to return to memory. I soon likened the man to my nicotine habit—now that I’d sampled him, I craved even more. Yes, despite the way our evening had ended, I still ached to take him into my bed, to feast on every inch of him and maybe, just maybe, see if I could resurrect the “new Ford,” the one who had momentarily emerged to electrify me before things went awry. If I could just probe deeper into his psyche, then maybe I could discover the reason for his abrupt about-face, and maybe we could resume our relationship from the point where we’d left off before things went so wrong so fast.