Chapter 51

I had to admit, though, this particular week could have been one hell of a lot worse were it not for my new lover, a man who understood the business and had suffered through similar anxiety. On Wednesday night, after I finished packing for my early flight to Minneapolis and started worrying whether I had answers for every conceivable question the clients might throw at me, Ford showed up at my door. He gave me a much-needed massage—the subsequent blowjob didn’t hurt either—and for at least an hour that night, I felt my troubles drift away. On Friday, once I returned from my victorious meeting, Ford and I spent the night in bed, and with a mind free of survey data, I could finally reciprocate in the way he deserved. Multiple times.

Still, despite being “fucked out,” I awoke on Saturday buzzing with energy. The lengthy shower and hardy breakfast didn’t calm me, either. Ford just laughed at my nervousness.