Barnaby Lassiter has had a thing for attorney, Nathan Llewellyn, since he began working at the law firm as an admin assistant. Too bad conservative Nathan doesn’t seem to know the flamboyant Barnaby is alive.<br><br>But a chance to take care of Nathan when he is ill, leads to a date and then so much more. Nathan continues to have doubts. Barnaby is the hottest man he’s ever known, but their differences worry him. He’s seen too many relationships that don’t make it.<br><br>All of his fears are realized when he sees the popular, too appealing Barnaby in action at a club. When Nathan thinks their differences are too much to overcome after all, Barnaby is left with a broken heart and an uncertain future. And Nathan’s left wondering if he’s just made the biggest mistake of his life by letting Barnaby go.

Only For Him

“It would be fake, Barnaby. You’d do all that and it wouldn’t make any difference to who you really are. You’d still be—”


Barnaby gasped, such a quiet little catch in his throat he almost didn’t hear it. Nathan loathed himself.


His lover stood up suddenly and turned away from him. “I’m just going to go.”


Nathan opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn’t find the words to take it back and Barnaby had already practically run for the front door. He got up from the couch and went to the door. The younger man had already made it to his car and he wanted to call him back.


He was an idiot. He knew it the minute he watched Barnaby drive away without stopping him. He was in love with Barnaby and he’d just sent him away. 11


The last place Barnaby wanted to go to was his dumpy apartment. He couldn’t face it. Couldn’t face anything really. He just wanted to disappear.


Chapter 23