Chapter 55

Josh moans softly as he savors the touch. Why did he leave this man again? This sexy, amazing, wonderful man? DeMar was right—the fighting wasn’talways them. It started near the end of the show’s run, he sees that now. How could he have just given up? All the mornings they cuddled together, all the evenings they fell asleep in each other’s arms, all the touches and kisses and everything…how had he been able to just walk away from it all?

He doesn’t know.

Resting his forehead against Josh’s, DeMar whispers, “You’re so beautiful when you sleep. Have I ever told you that before?”

Josh snickers, his eyelashes fluttering against DeMar’s chin when he opens his eyes. “We never really talked much in the morning, as I remember.”

DeMar’s lips press against Josh’s skin, right between his eyebrows. “We’re talking now,” he murmurs. “I’m sorry I pushed you away.”

Josh’s headache surges at DeMar’s words. “Mari, really. It’s okay. I’m—”