Eli Bell is the only son of a police chief inspector and a forensic scientist. He's grown up wonky in a world that only deals with the straight and narrow -- and his new boyfriend isn't helping. Rob Hawkes is six feet of muscle, tattoos, and arrest warrants. A career criminal and a former guest of Her Majesty's Prison Service, he'd rather hit Eli's parents than sit down to dinner with them. One wrong move, and Rob could destroy Eli -- and his family -- without a second thought. But this isn't what it looks like. Rob's not in control here -- and Eli's the one to blame.

What It Looks Like

“I’m worried this’ll…change things.”


“Well, yeah, I’ll not have to watch where my fingers go.”


Eli snorted. “That’s not what I meant and you know it.”


“I don’t, fucktard,” Rob responded. “What’s got you worried? I have figured out you’re a tranny. Newsflash for you and all.”


Eli rolled his eyes. “But you’ve never…you’ve never seen me have surgery, you’ve never seen me changing, this is all you know. I’m worried…I’m worried you’re going to look at me differently. Or be with me differently. I mean, I may not ever be able to have a proper physical orgasm again, and I’m going to look and feel different down there, and—”


“And, again, yeah, I know? I came to your fucking consultation with your psychiatrist, Eli, I know,”Rob said firmly.


Chapter 95