Chapter 25

“Hell, it’s better this way. I was livin’ a lie. Not that I didn’t care about her. I did. I loved her, still do. But I wasn’t bein’ true to who I really was. I liked men. That’s all there was to it. One man in particular.”

Seth looked into Mack’s face once more, his eyes searching Mack’s as if he were hoping to find something there.

“Once me and Mary Lou split up I kinda went on a bender. Not drinkin’…well some, but mainly sex. I can’t tell ya the numbera men I been with. Does that freak ya out, Mack?”

Mack knew Seth’s true confessions were being fueled by the scotch. He could feel the alcohol working on him as well.

“No, Seth, it doesn’t freak me out. I think I understand.”

“Well, I got tired of polygamy. Can ya believe that! Well, yeah, you probably can. Ya only ever had Nancy and…me.”