Outfielder Tommy Knox is said to "own" pitcher Wayne Kerley because he always hits well when Wayne is on the mound. What the public doesn't know is that the two men have long been involved in a committed, loving relationship. They met and fell in love while playing in the minor leagues, but were called up to the majors and now play for opposing teams.<br><br>Tommy and Wayne have managed to stay together through twelve closeted years. Being on different teams means they have to spend most of the baseball season apart.<br><br>In the final year of his contract, Wayne considers retirement as his career begins to wind down. The thought of life without baseball seems nearly impossible, but he keeps his fears and dread to himself. Tommy still has two years left of his contract, and all the successes, defeats, and injuries that entails. Can the two reconcile their love of each other and the game?

Ownage

Tommy typically bats third or fourth, depending on his manager’s mood. The man can’t seem to make up his mind. Today it’s third. Dan strikes out the first two batters, and as Tommy approaches the plate, he looks my way.


It’s not the sweet swing this time. Tommy whiffs at the first pitch, takes the second, which is slightly outside, and misses the rest. It’s a long walk back to the dugout after striking out, but Tommy’s shoulders don’t slump. Next time, he’ll be telling himself, now that he’s gotten a look at Westburn’s stuff. I think the same. Next time.


Third inning we’re ahead three-zip, and Tommy strikes out again, only this time he does it flailing, the third strike driving him off balance. He lunges at the ball and I know he hates himself for doing it, but again he gives no outward sign of upset.


Chapter 9