Chapter 22

“We moved, and the new house was smaller, and Tony and I had to share a room.”

Yazid got a cold feeling in his stomach. “Al…”

Ali squeezed his hand and shook his head. “No, just listen. I’ve always known I was gay. Always. Like, I remember being five and this girl at primary school gave me a daisy chain and asked me to kiss her and I ran away and hid in the cloakrooms.”

Yazid laughed. “I think that’s a five-year-old thing, not a gay thing.”

Ali shoved his hip and half-smiled. “Listen, stop giving a running commentary.”

“Hurry up, then,” Yazid whined, still stroking Ali’s knee. He propped his head up on one hand, and didn’t miss how Ali’s gaze flickered to the way his jeans shifted on his hips.

“And—you know, he wasn’t the best of older brothers, but he wasn’t such a bigot. He just ignored me mostly. He’d look out for me and Jo in school. But it was always him looking out for Jo ‘cause she’s a girl, so…not so much me.”

“But then you came out?”