Chapter 39

“Ow! Seriously, knock it off!” Yazid whined. “Or go for the other shin, Christ.”

Ali smiled, and toyed with the remains of his salad.

“We’ll get a two-bed,” Yazid said finally.

Ali frowned.

“Is that a…yes, or…?”

“It’s a…” Yazid trailed off, then put down his fork and reached out with both hands. Ali clasped them and squeezed them over the table, still frowning.

“You always…sounded like you wanted kids,” Ali said uncertainly.

“I do.”

The clench in Ali’s gut eased.

“I do—I mean, Jesus, my entire gay crisis was because I was, like, thirteen and I didn’t think gay people had kids. I was distraught. Ever since my parents died, I wanted a family so bad, and I still do. I do want them—I want them with you—but…”

“But?” Ali prompted, rubbing Yazid’s fingers encouragingly. This was fine. He could work with butif Yazid at least wanted them. Ali didn’t mind but