But it wasn’t—at all—and that was the best part, the part that made that love seem so certain. The sensation that this was a secret, and the knowledge that it wasn’t. The part that made him say, “We could.”
“We could—what?”
“Move in together.”
Ali’s hands were suddenly on his shoulders and mouth against his ear. Yazid felt the, “Really?” more than heard it, and could read the soft shiver in Ali’s skin. Hope. Want. And a little bit of desire, in the way his legs were starting to shift around Yazid’s hips, and his hands kneaded rather than simply gripped.
“Really,” Yazid whispered, nosing at Ali’s cheek and running a hand through the soft hair on his chest. Yazid could feel Ali’s heart here, picking up now, feel his breathing and his life. He dropped his mouth to kiss that long neck, and could smell sex and strawberry ice-cream, the remnants of their Christmas Day together. His first Christmas. The best one, until next year with Ali all over again.