Chapter 19

“Erik, baby, please…I love you. I swear I do.”

Despite everything he’d been thinking, for a second, Erik almost relented. He sounded so sincere. Just like he did in that night, when I told him what a bastard he was, he reminded himself. The only person he loves is him. Everyone else in his life is there to prove how special he is. I did a damned good job of it, too, until the end. What a fool I was.

“I don’t love you,” Erik replied, and hung up.

He stared off into space, his thoughts in a whirl. I don’tlove him anymore. All the feelings I had for him are gone for good, thank God. Now I have to decide if I have what it takes to chance finding someone new to love. No, not someone. Bill. If he doesn’t hate me for running away before I…we could figure out if there wassomething worth pursuing between us. There’s only one way to find out.