Chapter 49

Angel was on top of me.

“What say we blow this shit off and go fuck?” I said.

“I can’t. My family is here.”

“You’re eighteen fucking years old, Angel. Who cares?”

He rolled off me. “I still respect them, Noah, no matter how old I am.”

“Okay. Sorry. I get it. Come back.” I pulled on his black and orange Dover High T-shirt.

“I have an idea.” He made me sit up, and got real close. He kissed me hard. There were people in front of us, but no one to either side or behind where we sat. “I can get to you like this.” He put his hand in my pocket, then pulled it right out. “I don’t believe you. Tell me it’s empty.”

I had the flask again, a gift from my dad a couple summers after the model boat.

“Tell me the truth,” Angel demanded. I was glad it was too dark to see his face.

“It’s not empty.”

Angel stood. “You have a problem, Noah.”

“I know I do.”

* * * *

I said it again in the present. “I know I do.”

“Huh?” Angel lifted his head from my shoulder.