Chapter 6

Or, to be honest, if there were, I’d be the one in control.

Then I remembered something I’d rather have forgotten. It had been ten years ago when my beloved grandfather had had to start chemotherapy for the cancer that had, eventually, taken him. I’d gone with him. Hey, it was a day off school, right? He’d asked me to drive him. Me.

Standing there in the hospital hallway, outside the door of the chemo room, he’d looked me straight in the eye; his own eyes a dark blue just like this pair in front of me now. “I couldn’t have done this in front of your dad,” he’d said. “I could never show weakness in front of him; I just couldn’t. Wren, and I hope you’ll understand this, I can in front of you. I can be myself. I can do this.” He’d shrugged, took a deep breath, and stood up straighter. “I can be whole. You gave me that, just by being who you are.” He’d nodded at me, patted my cheek, and gone through the door.