Journalist Paul Bradley reports on an act of heroism by paramedic Drew McGregor and goes on to have him nominated for a bravery award. Drew's heroism is a great story that Paul wants to make the most of, but he has other reasons to want to see the great-looking and openly gay Drew again. Ones he doesn't dare speak about, since he's deeply closeted and terrified of being outed, fearing losing his career.<br><br>When Drew accidentally finds out Paul is gay, he's initially angry at the deception, but he's sympathetic too and his kindness encourages Paul to confess his feelings. Drew likes Paul, but won't date a closeted man, saying that leads to too many lies, too much pain. Paul will have to reevaluate all the choices he’s made for the sake of career and family, if he wants Drew to give him a chance.

Role Model

“Does this mean you’ve changed your mind about…me?”


Drew shrugged. “I consider myself on a date with you tonight. The question is, are you on a date with me? Because that’s what will make a difference.”


“If you are, it can’t happen. I like you a lot, but I can’t be with someone who’s living a lie. I can’t watch you poisoning yourself with a secret like that day after day.”


“I want to be as strong as you, Drew. I want to be the kind of hero you are. I don’t mean what they gave you this for.” He touched the award statuette. “I could never be that. I mean this.” He touched the rainbow pin again. “Living openly. Authentically. Every day. I think…maybe I could do that.”


“You seemed pretty adamant that you couldn’t.”


“I know. But something your dad said this morning got me thinking. When he said, ‘I’m a plumber, not the Earl of Grantham.’”


“Ah, yes, clearly wise words. I totally see why they’ve influenced you.”


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