Chapter 36

Emerson pulled one of the chairs beside the bed. He reached out his arm and Sean placed his uninjured hand in Emerson’s.

“I am so sorry,” Emerson repeated. He would be apologizing for the rest of the time Sean decided to put up with him. Surely now Sean realized Emerson was stupid and ordinary and not worth the effort.

Sean wiggled their hands from side to side. “Cheer up, Em. Only one of us can be depressed at a time.”

Emerson’s lips twitched no matter how he tried to keep them straight. “Please stop joking. This is serious. I know it’s serious. If you want me to leave, I will.”

Sean tensed. “Is that what you want?”

“No. I want to be here.” When Sean relaxed, Emerson lowered his chin. “I’m feeling guilty.”

“Don’t. You didn’t do anything.”

“But I—”

“Don’t.” It wasn’t a snap, but it was sharper than anything Sean had said to Emerson before. “I am an adult who makes my own decisions. You didn’t make me pick up something hot.”