Chapter 24

His head snapped up. “What?”

“I took you for granted. I was selfish. I…I wish I’d listened better. Maybe the breakup could have been avoided if I had.”

“No!” He freed his hands and surged forward, cradling my face in his palms. “No, Juju, that’s not how it was at all.”

“I don’t know. I think I’m to blame as much as you are.”

“No! You were always my rock. Always happy and content with your life choices, and I…envy that.” He raised his head and locked his gaze with mine. His eyes blazed with blue fire. “It was not your fault. You were what I needed. I…lost sight of it for a while. I regret it immensely.”

I believed him. Trusted that’s how he felt, but it didn’t change my opinion about myself and my own behavior. I was still convinced I could have been a better partner to him. More perceptive. Thinking back, the questions about my future always seemed to come after conversations with his dad. Talks that often had left him antsy and moody. I should have noticed.