Chapter 39

Satisfaction; and that was the title of an old classic rock song, not his, as well as a line in the catchy chorus. He caught himself wanting to sing.

He glanced at his guitars. Electric. Acoustic. The one he’d been playing with Justin at his side.

He played through the new verses of “Sugar and Spice,” and ended up smiling too. Silly, sexy, terrible puns, and a hell of a lot of fun. Yes.

His fingers drifted. Wandered. Imagined. A hell of a lot of fun, and a boy he loved…a boy he could never, never deserve, impossible kindness and heroic strength and a heart too young and good for Kris Starr…too good for someone who’d done everything he’d done, to everyone, with everyone…someone who’d never look his way, and shouldn’t, because that’d be tarnishing all that generous beauty…

He’d discovered a melody without noticing. He found a sequence, a bridge, a refrain.

He paused to grab Justin’s notepad, to flip to a new page, and scribble some words.