Chapter 44

“It’s okay,” Kris tried desperately. The moment had collapsed in on itself, mutual teasing become apocalypse. He didn’t know how to stop it. “You’re okay.”

“I never really knew him,” Justin said, still pale under unnerving calm. “I never knew he’d—that he could want to hurt me. He was so angry…But he didn’t know me either, and I can’t say—everything I just said, it’s a lie too, because no one would’ve wanted to sleep with a demon if they’d known…”

“You’re still you.” Kris held out a hand: an anchor. One more reminder; he’d keep offering them as long as need be, as long as Justin would listen to them. Emotion in place: broadcast and perceptible to those enhanced senses. “We decided that already, yeah? You said you never hurt anyone. All good memories, right? Like your cupcake boy. You made each other happy. ‘S what you do.”

“I don’t think,” Justin said, shaky but valiant, “I know anything anymore. Except you. You’re always here.”