Chapter 57

“You want me,” Justin said drowsily, nestling more into him. “You know who I am and you want me and you’re trying so hard not to push, I can feel that too, and—it feels nice. Just knowing that. I want you to know that.”

“I do. Go to sleep.”

“Mmm,” Justin said, “nice,” and after a second his breathing evened out, body lax and pliant along Kris’s side; he evidently had indeed gone to sleep, following orders, feeling secure.

Kris lay exquisitely still, heart aching with emotion, and felt plumes of fire settle against his face,his throat, drifting out of motion. He held his demon, in Justin’s bed, in Justin’s family home; the overflowing pulse of happiness spilled outward and ran beyond old accustomed banks and brought life to the world. Justin sighed in dreams and that hand curled in on Kris’s chest; Kris exhaled and thought ofold songs, fragments of love-lyrics, rhymes and notes dancing on a breeze.