Chapter 95

He just wished he knew what he’d done to end the world. He just wished he could hear why. A few more words. In Justin’s voice.

His fingers felt strange. Chilled and clumsy. When had his apartment become so dim? Had the grey of the day followed him in? Had it been minutes, or hours?

And the air broke apart.

It cracked into bonfires and autumn leaves and the taste of cinnamon. Fire flicked through the space beside his sofa. Enchanted light drenched his face. And Justin’s voice was saying, rapid and tripping over syllables and undeniably present, “Kris, Kris, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to—I did mean to, I panicked, but I was coming back, I was always coming back, I just couldn’t—I’m here, look at me, lookat me, please, I love you.”

Kris looked. Couldn’t not. That voice.

Justin, on both knees and clinging to Kris’s hands, pleaded, “I know I left. I’m here now. I’m sorry. I just needed to—not be here. For a minute.”