Chapter 44

“Yeah, maybe. It hasn’t happened, so I guess he’s finally decided I’m not the man he might have wanted in his life. God, that sounded maudlin.”

Gavin laughed. “It did. Just so you know, when I said he was fine I was fudging a bit. As I said, we get together now and then. Sometimes he asks, real casually, if I’ve heard from you, like he was wondering if you bothered to keep in touch with me. Since I haven’t, until today, I didn’t have to lie to him when I said I hadn’t. Do you want me to say you called, the next time he asks?”

“What good would it do?”

“He might get in touch with you, if I tell him you said it was okay.”

“It’s not,” I replied sharply, even though my pulse sped up at the thought of hearing his voice again. “It wasn’t meant to be, even though we were attracted to each other.”