Chapter 4

“Will you lie with me, just for a minute?”

“It’s against regulations. I’m sure your wife and daughter will be here soon.”

Mr. Baldardi tugged to adjust his oxygen tube again, touched the IV in his other arm, and straightened his sheet. “They’re mad at me.”

Marc had other duties, but he knew he couldn’t leave this patient. “I’m sorry. Do you want to talk about it?”

Mr. Baldardi held Marc’s hand in a death grip. “I came out.” Marc tilted his head in wonder. “I told them I’m gay. I don’t want to die without admitting it.” He looked away. “I’ve done some bad thingsin my life, Marc, some really bad things, and keeping this issue buried deep is one of the worst.”

“Do you want me to call for the chaplain?”