Chapter 44

Though movement involved a lot of effort, his lack of response came from a fear of appearing uncomfortable. Ethan might make a big issue out of some reaction so small as to be minuscule. Nothing strange about bathing in afterglow…though many didn’t with the hired help. He so needed to stop thinking of Ethan as an employee. He wasn’t his mother and needed to put an end to reacting the way she expected him to. As he had done for too much of his life. Ethan…the man meant more to him than a member of staff. Truth was, Ethan’s attention meant more to Rich than to Ethan.

Rich closed his eyes at the sting of tears. He held his breath, afraid of making a sound.

The hand continued to stroke his hair and the silence reigned, Rich losing track of the minutes, of whenhe at last breathed again.

“I said—”