Chapter 76

“It wasn’t love then. Not quite. We were too young and I didn’t understand what I was feeling. You can’t say different.”

After a second of thought, Ethan said, “No, you’re right. I suppose I can’t. I…cared, in my own way,but…”

“We weren’t of an age to understand. By the time I knew I was gay I didn’t know you were and besides, I couldn’t have returned, not then. The fight…it changed my outlook. I can’t say I understood it with any clarity but I finally understood there was nothing for me here. Not even Saffie. She was at other schools. I decided if I couldn’t get out of what my parents had planned, I would use it to my advantage.”

“So once you got your qualifications you didn’t return but went travelling and…what?”