Chapter 74

Jeremy got up carefully, like one would when approaching an angry dog. He took the few steps needed to stand in front of David and took hold of one of his hands. He was surprised when he let him hold it.

“I am here because I want you, I trust you, and I love you.”

David screwed his eyes shut. “Stop saying that,” he said in a tortured whisper.

Jeremy took his other hand and watched as Jo, Mr. Kendrick, and the others got up from the table and quietly left, closing the door behind them, leaving Jeremy holding David’s shaking hands.

“I will keep saying it until you believe me.” He ran his thumbs over David’s knuckles. “I love you.”

“I am not the sort of man that people love.” David’s voice was low. His eyes still closed. “I let people down, I lie, steal, cheat…”

“You have never let me down.”

“I did. Can’t you see? You got thrown out because of me. You got thrown in Newgate because of me.”

“No, I didn’t.”

“You did. I left the pearls in my pocket.”