Chapter 6

He slept well that night. 5

Solomon went to bed that night and masturbated, thinking of Mikhail and all their good times and sexual episodes and how they stumbled into love the first time, and so many times after. They were the first for each other, each taking the virginity of the other at sixteen. When Solomon first admitted to himself he was gay, he wanted to kill himself and went to Mikhail to say goodbye, but Mikhail talked him out of it as well as any experienced rabbi. It was always hard for Solomon to forgive.