Chapter 2

“Yeah, but then I go home and get lots of sex from the woman I adore who tells me when I’m being a shit—frequently—and my world is back on its axis.” He grinned. “You should try it.”

I blinked. “You want me to sleep with Melanie?”

Sam swatted me upside the head. “Fucker.” He walked out of my office and closed the door behind him, since he knew I preferred quiet when trying to concentrate. He really should be a department manager in his own right, and I’d told him that. Repeatedly. He said he was fine where he was.

Maybe Sam was right, but I was forty-one, and probably way past any possibility of love, or the semblance of it, with the kind of man who really did it for me. I’d done the “relationship thing” with different types of guys, but in the end, the connection I craved hadn’t been there. It seemed as though what I desired—what I needed more than breathing—didn’t really want me back, for the long haul. And a guy can only take so much of a beating before calling it quits.