Chapter 5

“Gah.” I closed my eyes, took a breath, and thought of lying on nails or eating raw chicken. Yup, my dick deflated. “Carter, I’m sorry about my reaction that day. I just…I really, really have a thing for guys who look like you, but that’s not all I want, you know? And it always turns into something that’s only superficial. I’m way too old for that. So yeah, I’m hugely attracted to you, but I…do you understand, at all?” I knew I wasn’t being very clear.

“No, I get it.” He smiled. “We’ve both been hurt and taking chances is difficult. It’s been hard to resist talking to you, though I had to say something last time because I thought you were going to faint after your workout.”

I rubbed the back of my neck. “I was trying not to pounce you. Do you know how challenging it is to keep any semblance of control around you, especially since you’re doing your routine right there, in front of me? Shirtless?”

“Why do you think I chose that spot?”