Chapter 21

I recalled my experience, fucking Hank’s incredible ass. Just the thought of it made me hard again, but again there was that sense of something missing. And at last I remembered Henry, and realized it was his presence that I missed.

I shifted, and felt Hank shift, so that I realized he was awake, too. He rolled over to face me and looked at me with a puzzled expression on his face, but didn’t say anything for some time. But I noticed the slight frown on his face.

“He’s—gone,” he said, his newly-awake voice hardly more than a croak.

There was something in that tone that registered in my heart, a kind of mournful despair. Oddly enough, I found that I reacted to it not only with sympathy but with a slight irritation, borne of hurt. I nodded, but then said, “But I’mstill here!”