Chapter 13

He took his shields down, cautiously, a fraction.

Ravenous need hit like starvation: a kind of immediate all-encompassing starvation that did not build slowly over days and weeks but burst open full-blown and gnawed through his gut. He was cold, so cold, and so hungry, and this world did not offer enough—he’d thought it would, had thought this place might, this spot where everything shone so bright and golden and tantalizing, ripe and fruitful—

He lay curled in a hollow along a slope, and dreamed of gorging himself, of fire and sun and beating quick motion, soaking it up and drinking it in—

He did not want to move. He wanted to lie here, wrapped up in ever-growing layers of glittering crystal cold, as each breath crackled and sighed, as his hunger reached out into the earth and drew life toward itself. He would never have to get up at all.